Success Stories
Certainty Processing
Before I started my auditing, I had studied the subject of Scientology for 2 years with very little understanding of the subject. After about 10 hours of auditing, my understanding of both the subject and myself has increased significantly and that I feel more certain in my problems. Earlier I walked around worrying about everything at once and it sucked out all the energy in me and I could neither focus nor perform.
The most valuable gain in this short amount of time I have received is to see the difference between thinking about my problems and looking at them. I'm pretty sure I would have learned to see the difference but it might have taken another couple of years, but with auditing, it is just so much faster.
It took me two years before I decided to be audited, had I known what I know now I would have started immediately. Last but not least, this is thanks to my auditor Jerry who has a great understanding of the basics of the technology and applies them very well. When you get audited and look at your problems and feel totally confused and no longer know how to act, you are very happy that your auditor looks incredibly calm and helps you find the way out.
Hamid - August 2019
Swedish
ARC Straightwire
Now I have been audited for almost two months. It is completely unbelievable how one can go from refusing change to starting to change. My recall has improved I remember things that I had really pushed deep down and couldn't see before.
The end result of ARC Straightwire is that she or he knows it can't get any worse.
I agree 100% with it!!!!
Lastly, I want to thank Jerry for being so patient and committed to my Case that allows me to confront my problems much faster.
Jerry is really the type of auditor I have always wanted. Someone who really cares about you and your case.
Hamid - August 2019
Innan jag började min auditering hade jag studerat ämnet Scientologi under 2 år med väldigt lite förståelse för ämnet.
Efter ca 10 timmars auditering har min förståelse för både ämnet och mig själv ökat markant och att jag känner mig säkrare på mina problem. Tidigare gick jag runt och oroade mig för allt på engång och det sög ut all energi i mig och jag kunde varken fokusera eller prestera.
Den mest värdefulla vinsten under denna korta tid som jag har fått är att se skillnaden mellan att tänka på sina problem och titta på dem. Jag är rätt säker på att jag till slut hade lärt mig själv att se skillnaden men det kanske hade tagit ännu ett par år, men det går bara så mycket snabbare med auditering.
Det tog mig två år innan jag beslutade mig för att börja bli auditerad hade jag vetat det jag vet nu hade jag börjat direkt. Sist men inte minst detta är tack vare min auditör Jerry som har väldig stor förståelse av grunderna i teknologin och applicerar dem väldigt bra. När du blir auditerad och tittar på dina problem och känner dig total förvirrad och vet inte längre hur du tar dig ut är du väldigt glad att din auditör ser otrolig lugn ut och hjälper dig hitta vägen ut.
Hamid - August 2019
Swedish
Grade 0
Grade 0 helped me to communicate things to my auditor that I would normally keep to myself and in doing so a tremendous amount of relief came out of it. I talked about things that I would not normally tell anyone, ever. The questions are so on point it amazes me how precise the tech is.
I now feel able to talk about anything with anyone without fear, shame, guilt or worry about feeling embarrassed, humiliated or simply being put on the spot. I never realized how much charge I had on this grade until it was over and now I feel like a new person with a new found comfort to communicate with others. I truly feel that I can talk to anyone about anything comfortably. I even got into communication with my body that was not doing so well, I lost 50 pounds, went from hardly able to complete 3 pushups to doing 75.
I can’t stop talking in session now and I’m ready to confront any topic no matter how difficult it may seem. It took me 13 years approximately to get to this grade and finally complete it. I wish I did it sooner. It was worth the wait and I feel like I reached a major milestone in my life.
I can’t write enough how grateful and happy I am without repeating myself here and how valuable the questions are in these processes. The realizations and cognitions that came from it live on within me forever.
Thank you, to LRH and my auditor Jerry Tunedal! Dan - May 2019
Frankly, this is the first time in my life where I am aware that I can communicate freely to my surroundings. Before I did Grade 0, I was pretty sure I could communicate to anyone about anything. Now I know that it was not true because I have a completely different security in myself that was not there before.
Now when I look back, I see so clearly why I couldn't communicate freely. You may have the world's nicest bike but if you can't use it then you are just a person with a nice bike. I have always had the ability and always knew what to say in different situations but if you do not have the courage to say it it is completely meaningless.
Again, I would like to thank my amazing auditor who is really 1 in a million. You can't help but feel that Jerry is genuinely interested in your case and really wants to help you. So, Jerry. Thank you so much for what you do and please do not stop it!!!
P.S. I can now use my good looking bike. :)
Hamid - November 2019
Swedish
Helt ärligt talat det är första gången i mitt liv där jag är medveten om att jag kan kommunicera fritt till min omgivning.
Innan jag gjorde Grade 0 var jag ganska säker på att jag kunde kommunicera i stort till vem som helst om vad som helst. Nu vet jag att det inte stämde för att jag har en helt annan säkerhet i mig själv nu som inte fanns där innan.
Helt ärligt talat det är första gången i mitt liv där jag är medveten om att jag kan kommunicera fritt till min omgivning.
Innan jag gjorde Grade 0 var jag ganska säker på att jag kunde kommunicera i stort till vem som helst om vad som helst. Nu vet jag att det inte stämde för att jag har en helt annan säkerhet i mig själv nu som inte fanns där innan.
Nu när jag tittar tillbaka ser jag så tydligt varför jag inte kunde kommunicera fritt. Du kan ha världens snyggaste cykel men om du inte kan använda den så är du bara en person med en fin cykel. Jag har alltid haft förmågan och alltid vetat vad som ska sägas i olika situationer men om du inte har modet att säga det är det helt meningslöst.
Återigen vill jag tacka min fantastiska auditör som är verkligen 1 på miljonen. Du kan inget annat än känna att Jerry är genuin intresserad av ditt case och verkligen vill hjälpa dig. Så Jerry Tack så mycket för vad du gör och snälla sluta inte med det!!!
P.S. Jag kan nu använda min snygga cykel. :)
Hamid - November 2019
Nu har jag blivit auditerad i snart två månader. Det är helt ofattbart hur man kan gå från att vägra förändring till att börja förändra. Mitt återkallande har förbättrats jag minns sådan som jag hade verkligt tryckt djupt ner och inte kunde se tidigare.
Slutresultatet av ARC Straightwire är att hon eller han vet att det inte kan bli mer värre.
Jag håller 100% med det!!!!
Slutligen vill jag Tacka Jerry för att han är så tålmodig och engagerad i mitt Case det gör att jag kan konfrontera mina problem betydligt snabbare.
Jerry är verkligen den typen av auditör som jag hade önskat mig hela tiden. Någon som verkligen bryr sig om dig och ditt case.
Hamid - October 2019
Grade 1
All of a sudden I was present, all of a sudden I could communicate on a whole other level, all of a sudden I felt more capable than ever, all of a sudden I could meet my problems and handle them. I was no longer afraid, I am more here now. Less thinking, more acting. I have climbed up the worst of me and it is now all of a sudden so much better.
There's a difference between older and newer cars. Newer cars have a built-in system that identifies the right problem thanks to a specific troubleshooting system. In older cars, you needed to look for the problem yourself and that took way longer.
My troubleshooting system is incredible, it finds the source so quickly.
Thank you, Jerry, for being an awesome auditor and for delivering the tech the way it is supposed to be delivered.
Hamid - January 2020
Swedish
Helt plötsligt var jag närvarande helt plötsligt kunde jag kommunicera på ett helt annan nivå helt plötsligt kände jag mig mer kapabel än någonsin tidigare helt plötsligt kunde jag möta mina problem och hantera dem. Jag var inte längre rädd jag är mer här och nu betydligt mindre tänkande och mer agerande. Jag har klivit upp mitt sämsta jag är nu helt plötslig så mycket bättre.
Det finns en skillnad mellan äldre och nyare bilar. Nyare bilar har ett inbyggt system som identifierar rätt problem tack vare ett precis felsökning system. Äldre bilar fick man leta sig fram och det tog så mycket mer längre tid.
Min felsöknings system är helt otrolig den hittar källan till problem så snabbt.
Tack Jerry för att du är en grym auditor och leverar teknologin som den ska levereras.
Hamid - January 2020
After Grade 0 I didn’t know what to expect next.
With so much charge already released it surprises me just how much more existed without my knowing.
Before beginning this grade I realized that yes, now I can communicate with anyone but I still have so many problems about life. I didn’t know my problems came with unseen charge, mental masses and stuck points that were holding me back so much.
Money, girlfriend, career, more money problems, I never expected to actually deal with the mental phenomena of these areas of my life and I just didn’t seem to ever have a handle on any of them ever until this grade.
During grade one I found 3 jobs almost simultaneously and with so much ease and the problem I now have is too much work! I had to quit one of them and also started my own life coaching business with two paying clients that I am helping on a weekly basis.
I’m starting to finally live the life I want even though the road ahead is a long one, at least I am on the right path, with all my problems behind me now and looking straight into the horizon with a very bright future ahead.
Thank you, to LRH and my auditor Jerry Tunedal! Dan - September 2019
Grade 2
First and foremost I would just like to say that I would have easily been able to write several pages about how my life has changed during the time of Grade 2 but I choose to write only this.
I stumbled in on this called Scientology. I searched for an easier way to learn sales, wherever I looked everything looked so complicated and almost all of it was based on manipulating the customer. I had such a strong feeling that there must be some other way that is not so complicated but also considerably easier and where you can be honest with what you want. That is the way I came in and started my journey on the bridge. And now after a lot of hours I am done with Grade 2. I will only share the best win of them all despite the fact that I have had so many nice wins. Here are some of them,
To even have a chance to manage your life and that which is in your life, is to first and foremost put yourself in it. I have tried to solve all my problems from a distance by thinking about them, but I have always avoided the most effective way and that is to put yourself in it. L Ron Hubbard knew what he was talking about when he said that the only way out is through. That sentence is so true to me today.
I am considerably more okay with my environment, not because it is less chaotic, but because I feel like I have the ability to handle it. Together with this I have started studying Student Hat and the wins there have revived my most important purpose in this life which is how I can help others.
There was a time when I was almost convinced that I would never finish Grade 2, I was so sunken in my thoughts where I saw no way out. But thanks to my fantastic auditor and a friend for life, Jerry, I am past this and within me I am starting to feel the spark of freedom again. I see that it is fully possible now to be free and how it feels.
Jerry is really an awesome auditor. He is simple and is 100% standard tech and is genuinely interested to see and help one to succeed and he thinks it's really fun when I joke around with a Persian accent in Swedish.
I get so surprised and shocked at regular intervals when I overcome a big obstacle in my life where I thought I would never overcome it and then I think, hell what L Ron Hubbard must have been smart.
It's like he knew exactly what it takes to get someone out of this maze. He was brilliant. All you need to get loose and be free is an auditor who understands communication and that the auditor adheres to the procedures developed by Hubbard.
Finally, I want to end with a piece of technology that really conjured away one problem after another and that is:
Focus on order and ignore chaos and the chaos will eventually disappear.
Thank you for this time and we will hear from you again soon when I have gone through the next grade. Hamid - June 2021
Först och främst vill jag bara säga att jag hade lätt kunnat skriva flera sidor om hur mitt liv har förändrats under resans gång på grad två men jag väljer att skriva enligt nedan
Jag snubblade in på det här som kallas sceintologi. Jag sökte ett enklare sätt att lära mig försäljning vart än jag vände verkade allting så komplicerad och nästan allt gick ut på att manipulera kunden. Jag hade en så stark känsla av att det måste finnas något annat sätt som inte är så komplex som är betydligt enklare och där man kan vara ärlig med vad man vill. Den vägen kom jag in och jag startade min resa på bron. Och nu efter en massa timmar så är jag nu klar med grad 2. Jag kommer endast dela med mig den bästa vinsten av dem alla trots att jag har haft så många fina vinster. Här är några av dem, för att ens ha en chans att hantera ditt liv och det som finns i ditt liv är att först och främst ge dig in i det. Jag har försökt lösa alla mina problem på distans genom att tänka på dem, men jag har alltid undvikit det mest effektivaste sättet och det är att ge sig in i det. L Ron Hubbard visste vad han pratade om när han sa enda vägen ut är igenom den menignen är så sant för mig idag. Jag är betydligt mer ok med min omgivning inte för att det är mindre kaos där men för att jag känner att jag har förmågan att hantera det. Ihop med detta så har jag börjat studera student Hat och vinsterna där har återupplivat mina viktigaste syften i detta liv och det är hur jag kan hjälpa andra.
Det fanns en tidpunkt där jag var nästan helt övertygad om att jag aldrig någonsin skulle bli klar med grad 2 jag var så insjunken I mina tankar där jag såg ingen väg ut, men tack vare min fantastiska auditor och en vän för livet Jerry så är jag förbi detta och inom mig börjar jag känna gnistan av frihet igen. Jag ser att det är fullt möjligt nu att bli fri och hur det känns.
Jerry är verkligen en grym auditor. Han är enkel och är 100% standard tech och är geniun intresserad av att se och hjälpa en att lyckas och han tycker att det är riktigt kul när jag pratar svenska med persisk brytning.
Jag blir så förvånad och chockad med jämna mellan rum när jag övervinner ett stort hinder i mitt liv där jag trodde jag aldrig skulle övervinna det och sen tänker jag helvete vad L Ron Hubbard måste ha varit smart. Det är som att han visste exakt vad som krävs för att få ut någon ur detta labyrint. Han var genialisk. Allt man behöver för att ta sig loss och bli fri är en auditor som förstår kommunikation och att auditoren håller sig till proccedurena som är framtaget av Hubbard.
Slutligen vill jag avsluta med en bit av teknologin som verkligen trollade bort ena problem efter det andra och det är: Lägg fokus på ordning och ignonera kaos så försvinner kaoset så småningom.
Tack för denna gången och vi hörs snart igen när jag har tagit mig igenom nästa grad. Hamid - June 2021
Swedish
My success story begins with a little history about me. I relocated my entire life from Toronto to L.A. to do the bridge in the independent field 15 years ago. Since then I became a US citizen, worked various jobs, had a few girlfriends, got married then divorced, committed overts, withheld those overts, bought real estate and lost it all. Life was kicking me in the butt and I was losing the game, bad. I couldn’t afford the bridge anymore and I didn’t get very far. Recently, I packed up all my stuff, what little I own and I flew back home to Canada with the intention to do my bridge on a full time basis, studying and auditing everyday, otherwise it felt very real to me that I would never finish it in this lifetime at the pace I was going. So, I’m back where I started my life. Living at home with my parents, in their basement, confronting all my overts and withholds.
And I have.
142 hours later, I finished Grade 2. I’ve never confronted so much in my life, and I never thought that I would communicate my overts to anyone, ever. Some things I was going to take to the grave with me. Thanks for making me feel like I can talk to you Jerry, you make me feel safe. My life is restored back to normal again. In the end, I get it’s not about what grade I’m on or how long its been taking me but rather that my life experience has been repaired. That’s what matters to me. All the charge of my life is gone now. I’m really happy to have my life back.
Not only do I feel a relief from the hostilities of life but I also feel a relief from how long it’s taken me to get to write you this success story.
I feel free now from all the physical abuse I endured by my parents, all the antagonism that came from my brother and my sisters and from living life on this planet. I hated life, I hated earth and I didn’t belong here. I realize how aberated everyone’s actions were towards me but I feel like I can freely move around within societies aberrations now and not let it effect me as much. Like it’s their aberration, not mine. I got my itsa line straightened out. At this moment, I have certainty that I completed the most thorough grade two ever and I definitely cleansed myself of all the past negative experiences of my life. It was as though I
witnessed magic happening before my eyes, as I erased things that I was stuck with for so long. I can now see how I participated in all of the negative experiences not knowing what the hell I was doing at the time. I am starting life over again; I have a second chance at life, a fresh new beginning, starting from scratch and equipped with all this experience under my wing.
I’m aware of my actions now and what I experience each and every moment is up to me what I want to make of it, what I do, what I don’t do, who I choose to be and who I choose not to be, its really up to me. I’m not afraid of having others tell me what to do without it bothering me because its not a forced request any longer and deciding to do it or not is up to me to decide. Now, watching my Italian family yell at each other or argue amongst each other doesn’t bother me either,
before I would resist the sight of it, now it’s entertaining to watch without being bothered by it at all, letting them be while I get to be me.
When I was in a downward spiral during my darkest times, when I didn’t want to do this anymore, when I felt like quitting because of my previous auditor experience, Trey picked me up from the ground. That’s what it took, a man of his experience and expertise, otherwise I don’t think I would be here writing this to you now. I’m not hurting anymore. I’m no longer taking the wrong survival actions, and the downward spiral has been completely stopped and reversed itself upward. I’m standing on stable ground again. And I’m looking up with my eyes at reaching the top of the bridge.
Thank you again Jerry for being such a talented young superstar auditor. I love you man! You’re like the brother I never really had but always wanted. I’m proud of how far along you have come on your bridge and you never stop to amaze me. Thank you to Sue for being okay with Jerry spending time auditing me intensively, this doesn’t go unnoticed, I really appreciate this. Thanks LRH for
creating the tech and to Trey Lotz for believing in me when I stopped believing in myself. I never thought I would say this but it’s been worth the long wait, it’s been worth the grind. Ultimately, I wouldn’t change how my story is unfolding for me.
I commend all those who have reached the top of the bridge for their hard work and I hope to one day know what it feels like to be there with you. Even though it hasn’t been easy and it’s been taking me a lot of effort, energy and dedication to walk, I continue to remain determined and will meet you on the other side shortly.
Dan - January 2020
Mid-Grade 2 Success
I have had such an incredible amount of nice wins and recognitions that I can't fit writing them here. But the absolute best win has been that I am the source of all my problems, and only through effective and honest communication can you identify the right problem to then be able to actually make a decision to change it.
It doesn't matter how many times I have been convinced that this time I'm sure that it wasn't my fault, but once again through effective and honest communication, it showed itself that indeed I was once again the cause and wasn't willing to take responsibility for it.
And now to a big reason for my wins, I want from the bottom of my heart thank you, Jerry. You will one day be one of the best auditors that put their foot on this planet and I am so happy to have met you and that you are my auditor. My wins would never have been so good and so stable if you had listened to me and, even for a second, doubted the technology and tried to change something to make me happy. You are truly unique and I am so happy that you yourself are so stable because I feel without it I would never have succeeded in getting my wins and with that stability, I feel I have grown both as a person and spiritually.
I would also like to extend a big thank you to my friend Mark Shreffler for explaining the basics through his books so incredibly simply that I have benefited so much from it throughout my period that I have been audited.
I have not forgotten and I wanted to save this for the end and it is a big fantastic thank you to Ron Hubbard who has made this possible for humanity. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
With a tingle in my stomach, I look so much forward to my journey up the bridge. I already feel the smell of freedom.
Hamid - July 2020
Swedish
Jag har haft så otroligt många fina vinster och recognition att jag kan inte få plats att skriva dem här. Men den absolut bästa vinsten har varit att jag är källan till alla mina problem och endast genom effektiv och ärlig kommunikation kan man identifiera rätt problem för att sen faktiskt kunna ta ett beslut för att ändra det.
Det spelar ingen roll hur många gånger jag har varit övertygad om att denna gången är jag helt säker på att det var inte mitt fel men återigen genom effektiv och ärlig kommunikation visat sig att det är visst jag igen som är cause och inte ville ta ansvar för det.
Och nu till en stor orsak till mina vinster vill jag från djupet av mitt hjärta tacka dig Jerry du kommer en dag att vara en av dem bästa auditörenrna som kommer att ha satt sin fot på denna planet och jag är så glad att jag har träffat dig och att du är min auditör. Mina vinster hade aldrig varit så bra och så stabila om du hade lyssnat på mig om du hade för även en liten sekund tvekat på teknologin och försökt ändra något för att göra mig nöjd. Du är verkligen unik och jag är så glad över att du är så stabil själv för jag känner utan det hade jag aldrig lyckas få mina vinster och med den stabilitet jag känner jag har växt både som person och andligt.
Jag vill även rikta ett stort tack till min vän Mark Shreffler för att genom sina böcker så otroligt enkelt förklarat grunderna jag har dragit så mycket nytta av det under hela min period som jag ha blivit auditerad.
Jag har inte glömt och ville spara detta till slutet och det är ett stort fantastiskt tack till Ron Hubbard som har gjort detta möjligt för mänskligheten. Tack från botten av mitt hjärta.
Med pirr I magen ser jag så mycket fram emot min resa upp för bron. Jag känner redan lukten av friheten.
Hamid - July 2020
Grade 3
My past upsets don’t affect me anymore. I’m completely fine with how my life has brought me to the place that I’m at right now and I wouldn’t change a thing despite all the hard times.
My whole life felt like it was under the control of my parents, specifically my father, even while living thousands of miles apart in the present. In the past, whenever I didn’t like the way I was being treated by him I would argue with him about it so that he can change and cause better feelings. I realized that I no longer need to hand him over that cause point, that the source of what I want to experience can come from me and that I can actually give that to myself was a breakthrough.
I also feel that I can stand up for myself when I’m being treated unfairly and handle it peacefully. I’m not under other people's control anymore. I don’t fear being evaluated, invalidated, judged or anything because I can see how people are also under the direction of their own reactive minds and can’t help it either. I’m up against a bunch of reactive minds, which gives me even more reason to become an auditor.
I didn’t really get the tech before and now that I’m doing the grades I can actually see and experience its depth. Words cannot express the deep gratitude that I feel but thank you LRH, Jerry, Trey, and Sue for getting me closer to reaching my bridge goals!
Dan - March 2020
Jag har aldrig tidigare märkt att jag var så mycket emot förändring och visade en enorm motstånd mot detta. Jag trodde att genom att inte förändras så skulle jag ha rätt och andra fel så jag övade att behålla min tillstånd genom att vägra förändras. Medan allt runt omkring mig förändrades och jag inte ville det så blev livet allt mer svårare att hantera. Jag kände mig mer och mer dummare att hantera livet. Grad 3 ger verkligen den resultat som den säger i EP. En annan fantastisk observation jag gjorde under tiden på grad 3 var att all förändring sker gradvis. Exempel du börjar träna idag du kommer inte se resultatet imorgon men så småningom kommer det fram. Detta låter så självklart, men att verkligen inse det och börja leva med den sanningen ger enorm tolerans mot allt som kan hända på vägen. Det är med en enorm lättnad jag skriver detta att jag ser fram emot livet så mycket mer nu och vad det än erbjuder mig för utmaningar.
Jag vill verkligen tacka Mark Shreffler för att jag har lärt mig så många grunder genom honom. Jag vill verkligen tacka min Auditör Jerry för att vara så bra på det han gör och hålla sig till technologin precis som den är och inte försöka hetsa eller stressa mig igenom något. Jag känner verkligen att jag kan berätta allt för dig.
Jag vill även Tacka L ron Hubbard för att han har byggt en bro för mig att gå över. Du har enligt mig gett mänskligheten den bästa gåvan den någonsin kan önska sig.
En enorm lättnad över mitt förflutna och jag ser nu fram emot framtiden och att börja bygga den som jag vill.
Hamid - August 2021
Swedish
I have never before noticed that I was so much against change and showed enormous resistance to it. I thought that by not changing I would be right and others wrong so I practiced maintaining my condition by refusing to change. While everything around me changed and I did not want it, life became more and more difficult to handle. I felt more and more stupid to deal with life. Grade 3 really gives the result it says in the EP.
Another great observation I made during the time at grade 3 was that all change happens gradually. Example you start training today you will not see the result tomorrow but eventually it will come out. This sounds so obvious, but to really realize it and start living with that truth gives tremendous tolerance to anything that may happen along the way. It is with tremendous relief that I am writing this that I look forward to life so much more now and whatever it offers me for challenges.
I really want to thank Mark Shreffler for learning so many basics through him. I really want to thank my auditor Jerry for being so good at what he does and sticking to the technology just the way it is and not trying to provoke or stress me through anything. I really feel like I can tell you everything.
I would also like to thank L Ron Hubbard for building a bridge for me to cross. In my opinion, you have given humanity the best gift it could ever wish for.
A huge relief over my past and I am now looking forward to the future and to start building it the way I want.
Hamid - August 2021
Grade 4
I’m actually in a battle with myself, not anyone else. Ever. I’m actually the cause of ALL my experiences and can see how if I take a look, especially my childhood experiences. I’m responsible for forgetting everything, for not being self-determined, for not knowing where I came from and how I got here, for giving up my power in the first place and for forgetting who I am. Big mistake. I’m not sure why I did this yet but I’m determined to find out.
Next big cog on this grade was the serfac of being right. I realized it’s aberrated in the fullest sense of the word. It’s not even applicable anymore to life. It’s something that I put in place to remind myself of who I am since I forgot it all but it doesn’t help anymore because I just want to be right all the time even when I’m wrong, I’m right. The greatest good for the greatest number of dynamics rings true for me now.
Again, big thank you to LRH, Jerry, Trey, and Sue! I couldn’t have made it this far without you in my life. My 20-year journey is about to reach its moment. Hopping on the flight to Clear now!
Dan - March 2020
Clear
CLEAR SUCCESS STORY
I made it. I AM CLEAR!!!
I never thought I would make it to this level. My reactive mind was strong and complex and my life in such disarray. Finances were in my way and yet somehow, I made it happen. I no longer have a reactive mind. I think when you put a postulate this strong out and you have a burning desire for something it comes to fruition based on how badly you want it and what your willing to do to achieve it even if it means sacrificing everything else in your life to get it. I gave up everything you can imagine, family, childhood friendships, relationships, school, a career, building my own family, all just to go Clear. That is how bad I wanted it and I did. I reached my goal in life.
I now can manage my mind and control it much better than I ever thought possible. From this moment on I am going to create life the way that I want and be of service to my dynamics. It feels like a fresh new start to the rest of my eternity. Nothing feels out of reach anymore. Clear really is what it claims to be, no more unconscious uncontrollable feelings and emotions that take over my body and lead me astray. That mechanism whatever that was is gone. Destroyed. I am in charge now. There is no more in the back of my mind vindictive, vengeful, covert thoughts of rage, anger, suppression, fear, and hostility. None of that.
I cannot believe LRH figured this out. What a gift. He is like an alien from another universe and this adventure was unlike anything I have ever experienced before. LRH discovered something truly remarkable here that the whole world would appreciate if they took the time and put in the effort. For if you do not control your own mind, you do not control your own life and disaster is bound to occur. How are psychologists and psychiatrists not all over this and applying it to their clients is beyond me. Everyone and anyone who has ever talked negatively about LRH has no idea what he created here for us and are most likely not clear. I get how I did not understand the reactive mind until now. No matter what I learned about it, just never made sense to me. Now when I read over the tech, I am like yes that makes sense, yes that is how it is, I understand it now.
I’m grateful that I was able to see the value of the bridge and that I gave up my twenties and thirties and a normal life so that I could save every penny I made to put towards my auditing. It was worth it. I am also grateful to my parents for their financial assistance when I needed it and that I used it for this instead of other stuff. I am grateful for sacrificing the urge to attain physical pleasure for spiritual pleasure and now I can create the physical pleasure with ease if I choose to. I get to live a normal life again and be a regular member of society and set new goals for myself to achieve.
I can now differentiate between pure physical ailments vs psychosomatic ones. Before it was all intertwined and I could not tell what was what. Now I can see “oh my body feels a pain, it’s not mental, its physical.” Little intricacies like that are small yet important to differentiate to determine where the problem is coming from.
Some parts of going Clear were not fun at all like running engrams and being on NED. That was very hard. To go through the deep dark areas of blackness’ and mental blocks and pushing through the magnetic forces that were up against me was difficult to go through. But it started to become easier the more I did it. I did not think I could clear my mind from that stuff, it seemed improbable and as if there was too much bank to process. But now I know that if I could do it knowing how vicious my reactive mind was, then anyone can do it, that’s for sure.
My final engram was fun to look at. I went clear on finding basic basic. I did not know that I would get to it because it seemed millions of engrams away deep in the darkness’ and complexities of my intricate reactive mind. I did not realize that the reactive mind does not have time in it, and I made basic basic impossible to get to for so long. I was breaking through the most profound resistance and it felt like I was up against a space force with a magnetic pull. I finally went through it and then there it was. Amid the silence I found myself looking at the creation of the universe moving around like a circle of clouds in space. I was right there watching it before my eyes with full perception. As I was looking at it there was this blue dot that appeared on the screen blinking in the backdrop and it caught my attention. I tried to look at it more and it started to play a game of hide and go seek. Suddenly after watching the universe from 100 million miles away in awe and wonderment just like a scene out of the matrix movie it all got sucked down a black tunnel and then disappeared. All that charge was removed from my body and I sat in the chair flimsy. My mind was clear at that point. Then it was me against the main reactive mechanism itself in plain sight. The cause of my life’s problems came down to this one little blue bouncing dot. Like a video game, it was me against it. Hard to consider that this tiny blue dot was what it all came down to as my final fight. Every time I tried to catch it-it was one step ahead of me and jumped around to another spot in space. It was way too quick and impossible to catch. Finally, I realized that I needed to become bigger than it and so I did, and I caught it and just destroyed it with all my might and said never again! And crushed it into a million pieces that hit the ground floor and the game was over.
That was the end of my reactive mind.
I had enough of it. I have been walking around with this thing for a over 100 and something gazillion or so years, I do not recall the exact number but before the beginning of the physical universe. It feels weird to not have things restimulate me anymore. It is like I see things for what they are now in present time with nothing in the back of my mind trying to screw the moment up.
I want to say thank you to Jerry Tunedal for auditing me. His hard work, dedication and time commitment helped change my life and if it were not for your help, I would not be Clear today. I thought I had a few more years on NED and so much more to confront in my reactive mind but we got it all. I also want to thank Trey Lotz for doing my Clear Certainty Rundown with me to help me understand this new state of mind that feels so unfamiliar and handling all my doubts about it. Thank you again for all the previous auditing that we did together and keeping me afloat when life got really challenging and I felt defeated. I also want to commemorate my indie auditors that have moved on, Nancy Walcott and Marie Riehl. I am so grateful for their service and they will always be remembered in my heart and thank you for helping me get one step closer to Clear. I also want to thank everyone in my life that helped me get to this level. I am especially grateful to L. Ron Hubbard for giving me a bridge to go up. I appreciate you and my life is dedicated to helping others go Clear and reaching spiritual freedom. I am excited to be a part of this game and doing my OT levels. I am looking forward to meeting you at the top.
Whoever has come this far in reading this I would like to tell you one simple thing. Don’t ever stop reaching your Scientology bridge goals. Clearing the reactive mind is worth the money, time, effort and sacrifice. The bridge to total freedom is there for those who want it. It is right there. No matter how hard life is you can be free from all its hardships just as I feel free from it all now. I never imagined that I could say that, but I can. As I settle into my new Clear state of mind, I keep experiencing new wins every day. The world around me looks different. I can analyze things accurately and with full comprehension without odd computations that do not make sense or mental mass coming in. Nothing bothers me anymore the way it did in the past I just confront it and it disappears.
There is a lot more work to do but for now, I walk in peace.
We did it!!!
ARC,
DF
Dan - October 2020